I scared my fears away
From everything and all.
But these fears to my dismay
were always on display.
I led my soul astray
In wilderness and law.
But this soul to my dismay
Would never fade away.
I formed a god from clay
And gave my breath to him.
But this god to my dismay
Was always dull and grim.
I asked night to shine today
And light to get darker.
But this night to my dismay
Would never go away.
I sought some sense in a blind alley
And meaning in a closed box.
But this sense to my dismay
Was always far away.
I asked time to delay
The scars of my decay.
But this time to my dismay
Would always run away.
I left my life in disarray
And future in my yesterday.
Though my fears were all away
I still had reasons for my dismay.